Dearest Mun Yee

Hey ah po! 

how can u leave me, edwin and victoria here alone? 
how can u leave me with no more noise anymore ?
Who am i going to shout at? Fight with ? 
Who am i going to be crazy with ?

Oh man, WHY must u go so farrrrr...

But...

I know i cant stop it, God has this wonderful marvellous and awesome plan for you, so it is really bad for me to stop u right? Well i dont really have that big big influence compare to God. :) 

Time passes so fast 

We have known each other for like more than a decade already, it is really hard for me to just let go of my best friend like this, i couldnt remember how we actually become so close d. From young till we are 19, we have been so strong together, so many people come and go, but we are still standing firm. 

I think im going to miss dancing with u also lar! Last time we always pray that we will be in the same group, even if one of us cant make it, sure will end up swapping in each others' group :) 

Everytime I think of the stupid things we do together, i will sure laugh, so silly la us. I am so sorry that i've always fight with u , but i couldnt help it, because of disagreements :P haaa.. just joking! i think it is because sometimes i just dont feel right if we dont fight, so weird! or maybe we r too use to each other, we just treat each other like somebody that we can just express out everything, FAMILY :) 

Remember to not kick me out from the bungalow ok? haa.. I feel very sad leh, everytime u say we cant stay tgt. I am left alone :( You know I feel so bless and love to have u and everyone of us in our group ? Although i am always the one that dont know anything de! hahahaha.. Especially after wei sen, i had trouble forgetting him but u always sure say something funny, then slowly it goes off. So if next time, i face this problem already how? no one joke around with me anymore :) 

My beloved sister, if i didn't cry in the airport, don't worry, I am crying writing this, is just very weird only ed and me sending u off, then i cry. hahahaha!! (if i didn't cry) if i did then ignore this line! hahahah

I just realize we took so little pictures leh! We are not a camera like people huh ?! hahahahha


here are some memories and pictures that we had 

Remember this ???
our first carl jr, and everyone was looking at it like some hungry people! 

our First group photo
when we are 13!
u look so funny here lar!

Our first time singing in camp tgt!
3 of us together in a group! 

This was the picture we planned to stay over in Bernice's house!

#1

#2

NAH ur 38 picture! hahahahaha.. i curi curi ambik!

First time the 5 standing firm besties take our group picture.
couldnt believe this is the last picture we take before u leave to persue ur studies

making in progress

and lastly,
our friendship band which represents all of us

Mun yee, 

U have been a good friend throughout the years in my life, I've been saying it over and over again, because i really mean it. I couldnt believe my life without u as part of my family member :( Although we only meet each other like one week once but now i can only meet u like 2 years once. :( 

Thank you for all your prayers, and celebrations, presents, love, care and many many more things, now is my turn to keep u in prayer too! I hope u find someone that treat u as good as we do, love u as much as we do, and also maybe LIFE PARTNER?! :D

When u feel very tired and stress, give a call back to us, we will be here for u, we are ur family too. Just dont forget us when u have new friends. :) 

We have grown up so much, u c from the first picture to the last group picture! We have also grown so much in christ, I believe God will continue to guide u to grow more in the future. Wanna know something? 

I am very very proud of u, that u r persuing medicine and BECOME a missionary doctor, this is an awesome job, God has certainly used the right person to reach out! Continue to grow in God kay! 

Hope u like the gift and sweets that I give u :) 

God bless u my sister

Keep us updated always and plan a nice time that all of us can ooVoo together!

Love u 

28/8/2012

Friends come and go,

but true ones remain.

Father, 

thank you so much for placing this awesome sister in my life

Continue to bless her and guide her throughout her life

Although she might be far away from her family and friends

Arrange reliable and good people around her and let her to stand strong for u 

and always strong faith that u r always there 

Because u r always there. 

Amen 

xoxo

Dancer for God 

I did

Actually i did..

i did..

I DID LOVE BEFORE..

just not as much as to the previous one..

Please do not think that

it's not hard or difficult for me too..

or i played..

it kills me..

it hurts!

and yes..

I am jealous seeing u with others

and treat them the same as u treat me last time..

but i have to ignore it..

and act invisible

Because i want

because i care

that u r my friend.

Things should not be serious and awkward

=D

well.. I'll be ok soon..

sorry if i'm being super annoying to u

by bugging u with somethingsssss.. XD

it's just me not being me anymore!!!

I wish to be ur best friend again!

that u spill most of the things to! ahhaha

=P

sometimes decision and reality's feeling

are definitely opposite.

Oh lord, strengthen me

it's really affecting me..

But with u all things are possible..

Be my tour guide along the road..

thank you God

xoxo

Dancer for God

i'm sorry

i'm so sorry...

That our story

Have to end this way.

i'm sorry that i'm so selfish,

i just wish u could tell me

how u feel now

than just keeping it to urself.

oh lord,

i don't know how much pain and silence we r going to face

to whosoever,

guide him down the road.

i loved him before.

oh lord,

Guide me to ur light.

xoxo

Dancer For God

Chinese New Year EVE

Special year for Chinese New year!

cause there's no 30th but only 29! hehehe

ok, as usual, today is a Sunday,

went to church in the morning,

then back home

BUT

i realize i'm quite a forgetful person

i've promised people things

and i tend to forget about it

it's a bad habit!!!!

hate it

then OFF TO FESTIVAL mall!

planning to get some new clothes,

well saw some, wanted some

but couldn't get it

as i'm fatter now and my mom was with me

the whole time just now

so have to like,

act TAK SUKA

love this top though!

so end up

got NOTHING

so balik rumah

and had a thunder/lightning NAP!

sgt bising, but i'm impress how P-I-G

i was! hahahaha

EVE mesti perlu makan dgn family kan??

so had dinner

we were pretty early for the THIRD session dinner

so our food came in so fast, we had to asked them to slow down!!!

within an hour, we r done with our dinner!

sgt cepat right?????? hahahaha

here's some picture

oh! before that! like i've mentioned, it came really fast, so we had to eat fast

so didn't ambil the before product only the end de! hahahaa

ini nasi!
my cousin adorable leh! hahaha

oh? some white wine, but more like a juice!

THEN

my favourite part of the dinner!

The desserts!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

love the middle desserts! Its delicious!

along with

THIS!

First ang pau!

ok! that's all! sorry for the bad english!

as time goes by,

the new year spirit that was in me had slowly faded

but I still cherish every moment

that I get to spend with my

relatives.

Happy Chinese New Year

Thank you God

for all the wonderful things u did in my life

including today

i'm happy to be in this world

as your daughter

till then,

missing you.

xoxo

Dancer for God

Bbq

Holiday is pretty

B.O.R.I.N.G

so i could not restrain myself from going out!

yet i no longer have enough money to go out!!!!!

Since Yesterday Sam was going back to Johor

but before that, he teman me to midvalley

to get the pants that i want.

HOWEVER

sudah takda stock.

HOW DISAPPOINTING!

before that, i went to play L4D! walao!

love it so much!

was suppose to help him pack?

end up L4D!

feel so guilty now! hahahaha

Then after midv, back home after having delicious beef noodle

then off to my friend's house for bbq gathering party!

it was really nice, as all of us have been seperated for a long time

we may be in the same College,

but definitely most of us are in the different class

ok, most of the bbq food were so DELICIOUS

i love bbq-ing MASHMALLOWS!!!!

IT'S YUMMY!!!

p/s: i'm quite good at cooking beef! oh ya!!!

That's it for now!!!

Friendship will not fade

as long our hearts are still there

for each other.

thank you God for everything

you make my life so meaningful

Although they are not 100% perfect person

they are still perfectly made by you.

thank you God.

till then,

xoxo

Dancer for God

Just be a good friend

HI everyone!

well, i mentioned in my previous post,

my friends have gone back to their

HOMES.

Luckily,

there were two more left here. hahahah

Since it's there last day,

i took the initiative to ajak them to makan

Sam and Kevin.

i felt guilty to Sam as i thought he had gone back to Johor yesterday

so i didn't celebrate with him and left him alone at home yesterday

and kevin was alone.

it was nice having dinner with them

well i really miss all of them.

feel kinda empty without them around!

after dinner we walked to jusco, to check out CNY clothes! hahahah

and get

NOTHING!

Then head back home.

Short yet memorable time with them.

Safe Journey back home to S'wak and Johor my friends.

memory can be implement

either within a short or long time.

Thank you God

For everything

Protect them and journey mercy to them

when they r on their way back

to meet their love ones

Thank you God for making them part of my life

love them all..

xoxo

Dancer for God

missing you, Goldey.

Shopping Fiesta

Howdy!

how r all of u!

(don't know how many of you read my post but still HI!)

Going to update my blog frequently,

as i've promise myself to update someone about my life! heheh

well, went to Nichii Warehouse today.

feeling?
one word

DISAPPOINTED!!

i guess maybe because it's somehow the end of the warehouse

that's why less Tee but more elderly clothes and dresses. (sorry if i offend anyone!)

so we plan to head off to other places,

but we realized that we do not have any other choices and we were

HUNGRY!

so we head off to

to have our lunch.

Well i like the food there, i practically had

and spring roll with cheese, but i've forgoten to take the picture! hehe.

We plan to head off for movie, since we can't find any shops or malls to go.

but we r tooooooo unlucky. There's no movie around 2 but only at 3

we can't stay to watch, as i have music class!

so we shopped around the mall

i like the whole set but i couldn't afford to buy all.

i LOVE Teetoo!

Soon, we head off to Festival Mall, as i have music class there

As time was still early, we went into

Cotton On

it has been my love for a long long time.

i love the high waist short jeans so much, but it's RM99. Too poor.

Let's wait until after CNY!

instead, i GOT THIS!

NEW BABY! <3 it!

Times up, off to music class

practically this is what i did the whole day with leng lui, Huan Hee.

sorry if too much details! hahahahaha.

sometimes what we love

it might not be what we need.

Thank you God for this memorable day.

i know you have prepare something better for me

no matter it is clothes, food, or even life.

i know You will always be there.

thank you for loving me God,

i love u and protect those whoever reads this post.

till then,

xoxo

Dancer for God.

2012

Have to start a whole new chapter

in my life again

All i can say about

2011 was a year that was full of surprise

I did not expect to enter and leave A levels dgn banyak keberatan,

never expect to have so many buddies in Diploma

never expect to be miserable and left by someone

BUT

life always give us lots of surprises

2012

it started out not so smoothly as i have EXAM

However

it goes smoother and smoother

First, going to GENTING with my friends

Me, Keng Lin and Bernice

Daddy and Bong zhou!

Huan hee and Sam

Gedeon

Our group picture

We were hungry when we reached Genting,

so we stopped by at HOT POT

to have our dinner

Before

After

(sorry to say i really don't like this place. JUST PERSONAL OPINION)

Genting was really a blast, staying up late till 5a.m

waking up at 3a.m to WALK TO FIRST WORLD

it was quite shocking to see so many people are still

AWAKE that time.

It was really mind relaxing and the weather was so chilling there.

I want to stay longer! :(

However, happiness always end fast.

We have to send goldey aka smiley, Gedeon

back home to K.K!!! (just to K.L central la)

The boys

Me, the only girl

Us.

We sent him to K.L Central

too bad we couldn't send him to Air Port.

THEN,

off to MIDVALLEY!!!

Guess what?

the guys spent more than me

well, actually i did not really spent on anything

(except for movie tickets lar)

but i really like this pants(its purple) and the other grey one

but too bad, i did not get it as it's quite

PRICEY

and i'm poor!!

THEN

We watched

Well, i do not really recommend u to watch this show unless

YOU HAVE ALREADY WATCHED THE SERIES.

after getting most of the things,

and the time was still early,

so we head off to KLCC!

BASICALLY, we really had a nice day.

i really love them.

they really make my 2012 special! thanks!!!!!

and have a safe journey home my friends!

OPPS. Before i lupa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Sam!!!!!

Friends are like jewelry

they are precious in our life

they make a difference in our life.

Thank you God for everything,

thank you for giving me people that can fill in my blank.

Father, u showed me that You

really have your way of nurturing us

Protect them along their Journey

Thank You father for everything

You are amazing, glorious and wonderful in all ways

Till then,

xoxo

Dancer for God