Is been awhile since we stand side by side and talk

i was angry, pissed off, heart break

due to wad u did...

but ....

it was the past...

everything had change since the last "joke"

u gave me...

u might find me as a small gas person?

but i'm not...

i was like this..

i hate it when anyone mention abt the "joke" word u gave

i did say before the word..

bt when i'm reli PISs OFF!

but...

TODAY....

when i look through ur blog...

i noe u've changed..

n i reli wan to c that changes..

actually its been a while

i've forgave u

just...

i'm still angry..

i didn't do wad i suppose to do that is .. forgive n forget..

i forgive.. but i didn't forget..

like u said..

"I am here for u because u r the one I only care"

n same to u ..

i care for u ..

that's y i'm always there for u ..

but wad u did ..

didn't proof to me that u care...

bt u hurt me deeply..

Today...

i read ur blog..

n i reli thank God..

for fast connection to load in ur blog..

i'm touched..

like someone said..

it melted my heart..

i understand wad u meant..

i understand every word.. n every meaning..

i noe u wanted to save our bro n sis relationship..

n i understand..

n ur blog will alwiz be in my heart..

i noe u have been waiting for this a long long time for me to say this..

i forgive and i'll forget everything u said..

but u have to do wad u promise..

that is..

CHANGE!

this time might be me

what abt the next round?

i bet that word..will hurt more ppl

than u ever guess..

and ..

i'm emo.. scary..

in front of u ..

i miss my face that is full of laughter

shock coz of ur stories...

and..

i miss the time we had

i saw

u wanted me to go tomorrow..

i was the first person u mention..

thank you

appreciate it..

love it..

but answers?

i duno...

u know my answers right through this msg..

i'm sorry for the coldness i gave u ..

n reli..

i forgive u ..

n i appreciate it..

hope that it won't happen again..

p/s..

smile more.. but not when u r teasing other ppl

cut away the words..

i noe it's hard for u to change..

but try not to say infront of me..

zl..

the past u .. r still in ur heart..

knocking the door to get out..

but now..

r u willling it come out..

cz the old zl..

i reli miss it..

mix it

the old n now u ..

i think u'll be a great person..

like u r now..

and..

I REALLY WAN 2 SEE THE ESSAY U WROTE!

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE

better give me

if not punch u ah..

haha..

jokin..

sometimes words can be hurting..

our heart may be bleeding.

but forgiving..

its the best way to heal our hurts..

when u r hurt..

doesn't mean the one who hurt u r not..

release.. letting go..

r the best way.

u r one of the best bro i ever noe..

forgiving u r like..

giving me a new image of life..

thank you for everything!

God ..

thank you!

coz u show me that.. there r still ppl who

cares abt my feeling..

after they hurt me

thank you..

for letting me..to noe his heart and mind..

n thank you for letting him think the right path..

bless him..

that he will be in ur presence one day..

noeing u r the best..

bless us..

that we will maintain our bro n sis relationship..

eventhough we will be far apart..

tq!

xoxo

Dancer for God

p/s..

DI!!! Ft help alot in our probs! appreciate her.. u noe! thank her..

and u owe both of us..

a treat! haha..

hope to hear from u soon..

through ur sms msg!