Actually i did..
i did..
I DID LOVE BEFORE..
just not as much as to the previous one..
Please do not think that
it's not hard or difficult for me too..
or i played..
it kills me..
it hurts!
and yes..
I am jealous seeing u with others
and treat them the same as u treat me last time..
but i have to ignore it..
and act invisible
Because i want
because i care
that u r my friend.
Things should not be serious and awkward
=D
well.. I'll be ok soon..
sorry if i'm being super annoying to u
by bugging u with somethingsssss.. XD
it's just me not being me anymore!!!
I wish to be ur best friend again!
that u spill most of the things to! ahhaha
=P
sometimes decision and reality's feeling
are definitely opposite.
Oh lord, strengthen me
it's really affecting me..
But with u all things are possible..
Be my tour guide along the road..
thank you God
xoxo
Dancer for God
