Monday, March 5, 2012

I did

Actually i did..

i did..

I DID LOVE BEFORE..

just not as much as to the previous one..

Please do not think that

it's not hard or difficult for me too..
or i played..

it kills me..
it hurts!

and yes..

I am jealous seeing u with others
and treat them the same as u treat me last time..


but i have to ignore it..
and act invisible

Because i want
because i care
that u r my friend.

Things should not be serious and awkward
=D

well.. I'll be ok soon..
sorry if i'm being super annoying to u
by bugging u with somethingsssss.. XD
it's just me not being me anymore!!!

I wish to be ur best friend again!
that u spill most of the things to! ahhaha
=P

sometimes decision and reality's feeling
are definitely opposite.



Oh lord, strengthen me
it's really affecting me..
But with u all things are possible..
Be my tour guide along the road..
thank you God

xoxo
Dancer for God


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