I did

Actually i did..

i did..

I DID LOVE BEFORE..

just not as much as to the previous one..

Please do not think that

it's not hard or difficult for me too..

or i played..

it kills me..

it hurts!

and yes..

I am jealous seeing u with others

and treat them the same as u treat me last time..

but i have to ignore it..

and act invisible

Because i want

because i care

that u r my friend.

Things should not be serious and awkward

=D

well.. I'll be ok soon..

sorry if i'm being super annoying to u

by bugging u with somethingsssss.. XD

it's just me not being me anymore!!!

I wish to be ur best friend again!

that u spill most of the things to! ahhaha

=P

sometimes decision and reality's feeling

are definitely opposite.

Oh lord, strengthen me

it's really affecting me..

But with u all things are possible..

Be my tour guide along the road..

thank you God

xoxo

Dancer for God