Hate = Miss

It has been a long time since i last BLOG.

but

my life was so busy with wonders and memories.

NOW?

it's just memories.

I don't hate people, i just DISLIKE them

but how many people willing to BELIEVE?

when i say i HATE

sometimes it means that i miss them.

my words could not express out what i really want to say
so things will just be the same

OVER AND OVER AGAIN

LAST TIME

Pathetically ,

i hate just because

anymore as in, i don't want to feel hurt ANYMORE.
However, recently
it strikes right into my heart.

I'M JUST AVOIDING it.

i'm just avoiding to grow up,
this is the way of life,
a path.

the truth is

so no more avoiding,

FRANKLY SPEAKING

to know your BAD

make me feel so much relief,

BUT

how much more?

picture speaks a thousand words.

today, as proof,
I MOVE ON.

i wouldn't deny that i'll miss everything again next time
but it's not the same compare to now.

even the bible says
" love u enemy"

in a real way, not a deathly way.

I wish we were still friends.

i'm always your friend. FYI.

REMEMBER I DON'T MEANT TO HURT or TARGET ANYONE else's

thinking in this post. It's just my feelings.

it is not that i can't do it,
is just whether i want to do it anot.

thank God for a wonderful day,

it's a happy day.
4 months of miserable life,

but u take it out from there,

and open a whole new world for me.

thank you.