Thursday, July 8, 2010

School Leavers


OH YEAH!
I'M LEAVING HIGH SCHOOL!

SERIOUSLY?
i'm i THAT happy?

truth...
i'm not happy..
leaving all the memories behind..
stepping into a new world that is full of

CHALLENGE

Secondary might not be as smooth as i think
friendship = BRoken.
Love = Break

but i can't deny ..
i do love them before..

it might be hard to leave everyone..

cause we use to grow up together

spm COMING..
GOING SOON..
graduate..
then..
i'm officially "ex" SMK SEKSYEN 5 student.

happy?

nah...
freaking sad.

VERY SAD?

nope. just sad...
nvm...

but this is wad i'm going to tell u people.. (who0 were once and are my friends till now)


semua pertemuaan
ada saat perpisahannya

appreciate..
alwiz remember..
in a fighting friendship
not onli one side is wrong..
look at ur own mistake.



Thank you Lord.
for every friendship.
it might be bad.. sometimes
bt its a wake up call.


you can forgive someone.
but it doesn't mean u need to accept who they are..

p/s: for those who were once my friend

i forgive u long time ago
but i can't accept u for who u r
the way u treat me.
all i can treat u now are like a CLASSMATE



xoxo
Dancer for God





Sunday, March 14, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY !
u r still the best !
i noe sometimes
i'm rude ..
bt truly !
i respect u !
love u dad!

happy birthday !!

sometimes i find it hard to fulfill
everything u want me to be
but i promise i'll try my best
to make u proud!









p/s is for my real life earth dad kay !
thank God for giving me this dad!
God , I LOVE U LOTS!


xoxo
Dancer for God!

Friday, January 8, 2010

people in this world...

ANGRY ?!

yes indeed!


I AM very angry.. for wad they did
bt risking my name on blogs.. being arrested.. no i'm not going to...
this is call maturity !

well i was reli angry ,reli angry like a volcano going to burst...
but when i came across to some web page

29Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen

if you receive these SMS’s and emails.Don’t forward them unless you’ve made clear reference to news reports. Don’t be ignorant. Be educated and wise people of God and know that spreading lies and rumors is the work of the prince of lies.

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/1/8/nation/20100108180733&sec=nation

What then we should all do is to unite in prayer and faith and not loose ground in this.

yes i'm actually much more chill now..

let us unite in prayer !

and yea

Read Matthew 5:10

tq to u!



let us stand as one

Believers, let our faith increase.

for u r the magnificent one

tq God...

i love u alwiz...


.



Saturday, December 5, 2009

New baby at home...

hey...
holiday..
boring...
ntg to do lar
missing everyone in school!
yup u too! haha

AnD
juz finish watching 2012!!!!!!

well.. my new baby..
aren't that new..
almost one week d...
sleeping in my hse
BUT still looking good!
hm..
new baby...
x-mico mui! u noe wad i like to shop rite
?
if i shop lar..
(handbags + heels.)
bt most of the time heels
so yup now u noe wads my baby ??
ok! not human kay ...
its way awesome den human..
the satisfaction.

the love for it..
ok.. i'm not shopaholic..
ain't easy for me to get heels.
so ya.. when i get on
e..
HOO RAY !

love at one sight

clap clap...
welcome my baby !
i can't say that is super nice lar.
(i mean u think)
bt for me..
really nice!
not really those formal type..
compare to the earlier one..
juz a simple heels..
bt still nice!
well.. i'm picky..
bt ada limit too!!
haha

since the company designed this shoe..(designer)
so have to thank them bt putting up the
shoe's brand!
that's all! short!
(might look long coz i enter a lot ma!)
THANK YOU MOM for everything!
g2g..
nid to wake up early tml!
chaos!
God bless u alwiz!

-pray-





cherish every moment left
everything u have..
every.love u r pouring out now
to who, what..


duwan leave far away from u !
every moment..

to u ..



everyday i close up my eyes..
i see the awesome things u did for us !
tq LORD for everything...
u r the best
guide me tmrw..
touch everyone's heart..
let them open their heart to worship u
love u .. n noe u !
i love u alwiz..
THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING!

xoxo
Dancer for God






Saturday, November 21, 2009

Is for u ...

Is been awhile since we stand side by side and talk

i was angry, pissed off, heart break

due to wad u did...


but ....

it was the past...

everything had change since the last "joke"

u gave me...

u might find me as a small gas person?

but i'm not...

i was like this..

i hate it when anyone mention abt the "joke" word u gave

i did say before the word..

bt when i'm reli PISs OFF!


but...

TODAY....

when i look through ur blog...

i noe u've changed..

n i reli wan to c that changes..

actually its been a while

i've forgave u

just...

i'm still angry..

i didn't do wad i suppose to do that is .. forgive n forget..

i forgive.. but i didn't forget..

like u said..

"I am here for u because u r the one I only care"

n same to u ..

i care for u ..

that's y i'm always there for u ..

but wad u did ..

didn't proof to me that u care...

bt u hurt me deeply..


Today...

i read ur blog..


n i reli thank God..

for fast connection to load in ur blog..

i'm touched..

like someone said..

it melted my heart..

i understand wad u meant..

i understand every word.. n every meaning..

i noe u wanted to save our bro n sis relationship..

n i understand..

n ur blog will alwiz be in my heart..

i noe u have been waiting for this a long long time for me to say this..

i forgive and i'll forget everything u said..

but u have to do wad u promise..

that is..


CHANGE!

this time might be me

what abt the next round?

i bet that word..will hurt more ppl

than u ever guess..

and ..

i'm emo.. scary..

in front of u ..

i miss my face that is full of laughter

shock coz of ur stories...

and..

i miss the time we had

i saw

u wanted me to go tomorrow..

i was the first person u mention..

thank you

appreciate it..

love it..

but answers?

i duno...

u know my answers right through this msg..

i'm sorry for the coldness i gave u ..

n reli..

i forgive u ..

n i appreciate it..

hope that it won't happen again..


p/s..

smile more.. but not when u r teasing other ppl

cut away the words..

i noe it's hard for u to change..

but try not to say infront of me..

zl..

the past u .. r still in ur heart..

knocking the door to get out..

but now..

r u willling it come out..

cz the old zl..

i reli miss it..

mix it

the old n now u ..

i think u'll be a great person..

like u r now..

and..

I REALLY WAN 2 SEE THE ESSAY U WROTE!

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE

better give me

if not punch u ah..

haha..

jokin..

sometimes words can be hurting..

our heart may be bleeding.

but forgiving..

its the best way to heal our hurts..

when u r hurt..

doesn't mean the one who hurt u r not..

release.. letting go..

r the best way.

u r one of the best bro i ever noe..

forgiving u r like..

giving me a new image of life..

thank you for everything!



God ..

thank you!

coz u show me that.. there r still ppl who

cares abt my feeling..

after they hurt me

thank you..

for letting me..to noe his heart and mind..

n thank you for letting him think the right path..

bless him..

that he will be in ur presence one day..

noeing u r the best..

bless us..

that we will maintain our bro n sis relationship..

eventhough we will be far apart..

tq!

xoxo

Dancer for God



p/s..

DI!!! Ft help alot in our probs! appreciate her.. u noe! thank her..

and u owe both of us..

a treat! haha..

hope to hear from u soon..

through ur sms msg!