2012

Have to start a whole new chapter

in my life again

All i can say about

2011 was a year that was full of surprise

I did not expect to enter and leave A levels dgn banyak keberatan,

never expect to have so many buddies in Diploma

never expect to be miserable and left by someone

BUT

life always give us lots of surprises

2012

it started out not so smoothly as i have EXAM

However

it goes smoother and smoother

First, going to GENTING with my friends

Me, Keng Lin and Bernice

Daddy and Bong zhou!

Huan hee and Sam

Gedeon

Our group picture

We were hungry when we reached Genting,

so we stopped by at HOT POT

to have our dinner

Before

After

(sorry to say i really don't like this place. JUST PERSONAL OPINION)

Genting was really a blast, staying up late till 5a.m

waking up at 3a.m to WALK TO FIRST WORLD

it was quite shocking to see so many people are still

AWAKE that time.

It was really mind relaxing and the weather was so chilling there.

I want to stay longer! :(

However, happiness always end fast.

We have to send goldey aka smiley, Gedeon

back home to K.K!!! (just to K.L central la)

The boys

Me, the only girl

Us.

We sent him to K.L Central

too bad we couldn't send him to Air Port.

THEN,

off to MIDVALLEY!!!

Guess what?

the guys spent more than me

well, actually i did not really spent on anything

(except for movie tickets lar)

but i really like this pants(its purple) and the other grey one

but too bad, i did not get it as it's quite

PRICEY

and i'm poor!!

THEN

We watched

Well, i do not really recommend u to watch this show unless

YOU HAVE ALREADY WATCHED THE SERIES.

after getting most of the things,

and the time was still early,

so we head off to KLCC!

BASICALLY, we really had a nice day.

i really love them.

they really make my 2012 special! thanks!!!!!

and have a safe journey home my friends!

OPPS. Before i lupa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Sam!!!!!

Friends are like jewelry

they are precious in our life

they make a difference in our life.

Thank you God for everything,

thank you for giving me people that can fill in my blank.

Father, u showed me that You

really have your way of nurturing us

Protect them along their Journey

Thank You father for everything

You are amazing, glorious and wonderful in all ways

Till then,

xoxo

Dancer for God

Thank You

Thank You

is the only i can say to u.

thank you God,

xoxo

Dancer for God

Hate = Miss

It has been a long time since i last BLOG.

but

my life was so busy with wonders and memories.

NOW?

it's just memories.

I don't hate people, i just DISLIKE them

but how many people willing to BELIEVE?

when i say i HATE

sometimes it means that i miss them.

my words could not express out what i really want to say
so things will just be the same

OVER AND OVER AGAIN

LAST TIME

Pathetically ,

i hate just because

anymore as in, i don't want to feel hurt ANYMORE.
However, recently
it strikes right into my heart.

I'M JUST AVOIDING it.

i'm just avoiding to grow up,
this is the way of life,
a path.

the truth is

so no more avoiding,

FRANKLY SPEAKING

to know your BAD

make me feel so much relief,

BUT

how much more?

picture speaks a thousand words.

today, as proof,
I MOVE ON.

i wouldn't deny that i'll miss everything again next time
but it's not the same compare to now.

even the bible says
" love u enemy"

in a real way, not a deathly way.

I wish we were still friends.

i'm always your friend. FYI.

REMEMBER I DON'T MEANT TO HURT or TARGET ANYONE else's

thinking in this post. It's just my feelings.

it is not that i can't do it,
is just whether i want to do it anot.

thank God for a wonderful day,

it's a happy day.
4 months of miserable life,

but u take it out from there,

and open a whole new world for me.

thank you.

life time memory

BReak ups?

i don't think even break up memories can even replace memories like this

MEMORIES U BUILD WITH YOUR FRIENDS.

TODAY

last day in A levels,

being selfish,

leaving my friends behind,

sorry.

GOING TO

miss them badly

i couldnt lie that they r one of the be

st ppl i met in my life,

the memories that they

gave me,

r the memories,

i will tell my cucu and cicit! hahaha

so i strongly against to those who says

"i can't meet best friends in few month".

(rudely ) this is BULLSHIT!

u have to try, ntg is impossible!

janise ong, mooi weng hou, you wei, jun jac,

and many more

they r the one who shows me,

i still have true friends in the college or even SCHOOL.

and i'll cherish them for life!

mooi, me, the hottie janise !

the cute couple ( jac, and you wei)

can you hear me? can u talk to me ? can u see me ?

i don't care what will happen to us next time

what's important now is,

you are my best friends,

that's the story i will tell for life.

and i'll cherish for life,

thank you.

thank you God,

for giving me friends,

that i never thought i would have for life!

You put me in this position for some reason,

and i don't know what,

but i'm wiling to be independent.

bless them forever Lord,

Seeking for the root

It strike into my mind when my friend said this

"i'm searching for the main reason I serve God"

i believe so too.

not to say that i'm trying to do what my friend's going to do.

but i believe doing this can really get us

BACK ON TRACK

i love God,

truly and sincerely.

but i don't want to fake around admitting

that i still rmbr my main reason of SERVING GOD

IN this busy world,

most of time,

humans tend to forget their main purpose of doing something

I'M a HUman.

i forget things

that i promise, that i trust, that i serve and that i do

but now,

i just wan to wake up from my FANTASIES.

search back my root

seeking God with the right purpose again

not just blindly worshiping.

being a half wake girl is better than being a half hearted worshiper.

seeking the root is not a bad thing.

in the other hand, it brings more happiness and wonders

odand taking us back to our main purpose.

God is a great God,

i have no guranteeeeee about anything,

but i'll do my best to search back

God is worth everything.

thank you God,

i'll find back my purpose and worship u through that way.

till now.

xoxo

Dancer for God

when hapiness arrive

HUMANS EMOTION:

for me la only two categories.

SAD or HAPPY

some of u might not agree lar.. like i said..

MY OPINION!

well..

I'M HAPPY TODAY !

very !

a lot of things happen today ..

BARU I HAPPY.

but i'm just going tell one of it..

i finally get a shoe!

IT'S BEEN SO SO LONG

i've a shoe !

so WELCOME

P/S: SHOES R NOT AVAILABLE FOR SHOW!

well.. i'm no basically totally happy about this also..

what really makes me happy

is...

i get to connect with God few days (last week)

i was so far away from him until i can barely

come back.

these few days.. make me realize

God is always there for us.

AWESOME right?!

a simple thing in life , can bring happiness

to everyone .

because u don't only inspire others to see..

but u inspire others to smile

thank you God,

for stepping along with me through every details of my life

for giving me wonderful friends and person

and bringing happiness in my life through this wonderful peoples and family..

u r worthy to be praise!

xoxo

Dancer From God

first day of spm!

feeling:GOING TO GO MAD!

first act:PRAY!

Bahasa Melayu Kertas 1: ok lar

BAHASA MELAYU KERTAS 2: WALAO WEI!

overall?

i praise God for my paper!