Is been awhile since we stand side by side and talk
i was angry, pissed off, heart break
due to wad u did...
but ....
it was the past...
everything had change since the last "joke"
u gave me...
u might find me as a small gas person?
but i'm not...
i was like this..
i hate it when anyone mention abt the "joke" word u gave
i did say before the word..
bt when i'm reli PISs OFF!
but...
TODAY....
when i look through ur blog...
i noe u've changed..
n i reli wan to c that changes..
actually its been a while
i've forgave u
just...
i'm still angry..
i didn't do wad i suppose to do that is .. forgive n forget..
i forgive.. but i didn't forget..
like u said..
"I am here for u because u r the one I only care"
n same to u ..
i care for u ..
that's y i'm always there for u ..
but wad u did ..
didn't proof to me that u care...
bt u hurt me deeply..
Today...
i read ur blog..
n i reli thank God..
for fast connection to load in ur blog..
i'm touched..
like someone said..
it melted my heart..
i understand wad u meant..
i understand every word.. n every meaning..
i noe u wanted to save our bro n sis relationship..
n i understand..
n ur blog will alwiz be in my heart..
i noe u have been waiting for this a long long time for me to say this..
i forgive and i'll forget everything u said..
but u have to do wad u promise..
that is..
CHANGE!
this time might be me
what abt the next round?
i bet that word..will hurt more ppl
than u ever guess..
and ..
i'm emo.. scary..
in front of u ..
i miss my face that is full of laughter
shock coz of ur stories...
and..
i miss the time we had
i saw
u wanted me to go tomorrow..
i was the first person u mention..
thank you
appreciate it..
love it..
but answers?
i duno...
u know my answers right through this msg..
i'm sorry for the coldness i gave u ..
n reli..
i forgive u ..
n i appreciate it..
hope that it won't happen again..
p/s..
smile more.. but not when u r teasing other ppl
cut away the words..
i noe it's hard for u to change..
but try not to say infront of me..
zl..
the past u .. r still in ur heart..
knocking the door to get out..
but now..
r u willling it come out..
cz the old zl..
i reli miss it..
mix it
the old n now u ..
i think u'll be a great person..
like u r now..
and..
I REALLY WAN 2 SEE THE ESSAY U WROTE!
CAN'T WAIT TO SEE
better give me
if not punch u ah..
haha..
jokin..
sometimes words can be hurting..
our heart may be bleeding.
but forgiving..
its the best way to heal our hurts..
when u r hurt..
doesn't mean the one who hurt u r not..
release.. letting go..
r the best way.
u r one of the best bro i ever noe..
forgiving u r like..
giving me a new image of life..
thank you for everything!
God ..
thank you!
coz u show me that.. there r still ppl who
cares abt my feeling..
after they hurt me
thank you..
for letting me..to noe his heart and mind..
n thank you for letting him think the right path..
bless him..
that he will be in ur presence one day..
noeing u r the best..
bless us..
that we will maintain our bro n sis relationship..
eventhough we will be far apart..
tq!
xoxo
Dancer for God
p/s..
DI!!! Ft help alot in our probs! appreciate her.. u noe! thank her..
and u owe both of us..
a treat! haha..
hope to hear from u soon..
through ur sms msg!
