Is for u ...

Is been awhile since we stand side by side and talk

i was angry, pissed off, heart break

due to wad u did...

but ....

it was the past...

everything had change since the last "joke"

u gave me...

u might find me as a small gas person?

but i'm not...

i was like this..

i hate it when anyone mention abt the "joke" word u gave

i did say before the word..

bt when i'm reli PISs OFF!

but...

TODAY....

when i look through ur blog...

i noe u've changed..

n i reli wan to c that changes..

actually its been a while

i've forgave u

just...

i'm still angry..

i didn't do wad i suppose to do that is .. forgive n forget..

i forgive.. but i didn't forget..

like u said..

"I am here for u because u r the one I only care"

n same to u ..

i care for u ..

that's y i'm always there for u ..

but wad u did ..

didn't proof to me that u care...

bt u hurt me deeply..

Today...

i read ur blog..

n i reli thank God..

for fast connection to load in ur blog..

i'm touched..

like someone said..

it melted my heart..

i understand wad u meant..

i understand every word.. n every meaning..

i noe u wanted to save our bro n sis relationship..

n i understand..

n ur blog will alwiz be in my heart..

i noe u have been waiting for this a long long time for me to say this..

i forgive and i'll forget everything u said..

but u have to do wad u promise..

that is..

CHANGE!

this time might be me

what abt the next round?

i bet that word..will hurt more ppl

than u ever guess..

and ..

i'm emo.. scary..

in front of u ..

i miss my face that is full of laughter

shock coz of ur stories...

and..

i miss the time we had

i saw

u wanted me to go tomorrow..

i was the first person u mention..

thank you

appreciate it..

love it..

but answers?

i duno...

u know my answers right through this msg..

i'm sorry for the coldness i gave u ..

n reli..

i forgive u ..

n i appreciate it..

hope that it won't happen again..

p/s..

smile more.. but not when u r teasing other ppl

cut away the words..

i noe it's hard for u to change..

but try not to say infront of me..

zl..

the past u .. r still in ur heart..

knocking the door to get out..

but now..

r u willling it come out..

cz the old zl..

i reli miss it..

mix it

the old n now u ..

i think u'll be a great person..

like u r now..

and..

I REALLY WAN 2 SEE THE ESSAY U WROTE!

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE

better give me

if not punch u ah..

haha..

jokin..

sometimes words can be hurting..

our heart may be bleeding.

but forgiving..

its the best way to heal our hurts..

when u r hurt..

doesn't mean the one who hurt u r not..

release.. letting go..

r the best way.

u r one of the best bro i ever noe..

forgiving u r like..

giving me a new image of life..

thank you for everything!

God ..

thank you!

coz u show me that.. there r still ppl who

cares abt my feeling..

after they hurt me

thank you..

for letting me..to noe his heart and mind..

n thank you for letting him think the right path..

bless him..

that he will be in ur presence one day..

noeing u r the best..

bless us..

that we will maintain our bro n sis relationship..

eventhough we will be far apart..

tq!

xoxo

Dancer for God

p/s..

DI!!! Ft help alot in our probs! appreciate her.. u noe! thank her..

and u owe both of us..

a treat! haha..

hope to hear from u soon..

through ur sms msg!

time........

things doesn't go well..
if we don't have enuf tyme...

exam ....
exam..
exam....
exam..

as usual.. study at eleventh hour...
turns out...
bad results....
dun dare to face my result( for now)..
n exam is going to be
super long!

I'm weak at time management...
so yup..
including this time..

since it's the past .. so let it past!
just hope for the next paper..
n do well !!!

time management may be bad......
bt positive thinking alwiz works to overcome ur fear wehn u r taking ur paper
hope n aim for the best...

hope u n i can get wad we wish for !

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!
IN UR EXAMS!

exam might be hard...
bt compare wif the exam we face in life?
live wif positive mind...
live wif joy..
look ahead...
try ur best!
GOOD LUCK!

no matter wad hardship we face
remember.....

living for God is a testimony ...
I LY ... God...
u r the greatest Father! that everyone hope for..


xoxo...
Dancer For God

Thnk u EVERYOnE!!

hey everyone!!

i'm so sorry..
for not updating..
coz ntg to update..
n plus i'm

LAZY!!

FIRST THING FIRST ..
I wan to thank everyone who contribute for my birthday present...
although onli two gifts....
bt all of u .. telah mencapaikan wish saya !!

wanna c my gift ???



yup..a high heel...
from quite a num of ppl .. ermm...
From Munyee,victoria,jeremy,Limin,Dhanya,Junyan,,Boon Hoe,Alicia, Rui Zhen, Bernice and more..

next of coz..

from jia wen !!!
currently using it..
haha.. love it every much.. although not very clear..
but very very chun !!

T.H.E E.N.D

well I didn't receive alot of gifts..
SO WAD ?!!
most important is the..
HEART..

n thx to al thsoe who wish me 12 midnight!!
can't remember how many..
thx!!!

it might just be something simple..
but what your heart thinks..
is the one that i appreciate the most..
thank you everyone

Thank you Lord..
for everything..
for giving me true friends..
although i was betrayed..
bt u fill in the blanks for me..
how can i live without u ??
thank you !!
LOVE YOU FOREVER!!



xoxo
Dancer for God

waiting~~~

tick tock...

ARGGHGHH!!

WAITING.. waiting.. for the clock...

i'm going to be 16 in 5mins time!!!
yeah !!
yeah !!

i've waited 4 this 8 months!!! yeah yeah !!!
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well...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
perasan....

p/s .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U TOO!! WHO R THE 24TH BABIES!
hehe...


waiting for all my presents.. wahahaha!!!!!!!

joking lar !
*ss-ing*

thank you God..
for this wonderful day
i wan to step one step nearer to God!!!
i wan to be in his presence!!
I LOVE HIM FOREVER!!
for letting me serve u n stay in this world!
u r awesome! magnificent!

everyday can be a wonderful day to us...
bt it's up to us on how we look at it.
happy birthday to me!!
n to all those who r celebrating their birthday
today tooo!!!!!!!!!.

happy birthday !!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI LIANG !!!

happy bo ??!!

hehe.. my new way of wishing ppl liau lo ..
lazy ma ..
haha ..

nah !!! my present to u !!!!

jeng jeng jeng jeng..
*this blog lo *

haha.. hope u forever happy kay !!!
try to stop saying bad words..
not gud not gud .!! muz control ..
n try saying something happy n nice !!!
smile more..
u r a handsome looking guy !!!

HAAAPPPYYY BIIRTTHHDAAAYY !!

a good friend..
is someone who u reli care
happy birthday ..
thank you for everything ..

Thank you Lord..
for everything..
bless him Lord.. that.. he'll remember this 16th birthday ..
n i wish that he'll know u soon ..

HaPpY BiRtHDay old man !!!! !!!!!!!!

HAPPPYY haappYy
birthday old man !!

old man ! inilah surprise aku untuk awak !
haha .. dun cry ah .. hehe
hehe .. old man is not old.. bt quite good looking de hor..
wanna c ????
jeng jeng jeng jeng...

happy birthday to u !
hope that u r happy !!!!
for the rest of ur life ..
n a wonderful life time partner !
*p/s.. panda can't wait long!
faster go cari satu ! hehe ..jkjk


n hope that one day u will be a prof.chef !
den u have to cook for me lo !
haha ..
dun worry be happy !!!
God bless!

HAVE A BLESSED BIRTHDAY !

you've been a gud friend to me ..
thank you ..
happy birthday.

thank you o Lord.
for giving me this good friend.
let him know that u r forever with him..
let him have a blessed birthday !
thank you o Lord..

xoxo
Dancer for God

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Appreciate.. n Love

HEY !!!

I'M BACK EVERYOne!!
since most of my frens complain tat i didn't update.. so

HERE'S ONE !

ERMM...

love your enemy and friends AS MUCH as God love u ..

*this is one of the bible verse...(roughly) bt can't remember where..
(if anyone noes.. tell me la..)

throughout our life.. we live in hatred n love

bt do u know tat hatred can harm our body.. harm our mind ?

OF COURSE

I've someone i don't like too .. bt i'm trying to forget what they did ..
they betrayed me.. not onli one.. bt one group !

what can i do ?

if they like to betray or hurt me.. den let them be ..

dey r being childish..

bt my duty is to

~forgive and forget ~

love ur enemies/ someone u dun like.. friends,family
coz.. things happen in a sudden.. u'll never noe.. how important dey r to u .. u'll never noe..
when or how u will loss them ..

if u can't do it ..it's ok .. no forcing ..
it takes time.. bt God is alwiz there for me .. for me n u ..
i'm willing to open up my heart
to let him carry away my probs.. n let him be there 4 me..
i love God very much ..
i nid him..
i trust him..

n of course.. he helped me lots..
when i'm facing probs !

so .. i learn to appreciate and love.. how abt u ?
are u willing to let go ? n learn to forgive n forget ?
appreciate.. ur love ones..

open up ur heart ..
its not difficult ..

thank you Lord..
for everything.. for being wif me ..
i love u ..
thank you ..

xoxo
Dancer For God ..